Thank you..

 

To that one constant the prayer that I  have literally cried out to Him for these last 2 years...

 

 

Amen!

Just one of those days...

 

Have you ever had one of those days, where you feel no matter how much you have given; how hard you have tried; it is still not enough?

 

I have. In fact, am having one of those days lately.

 

I need Aibileen Clark!

 

 

 

Altogether now, peeps...

 

"You is kiiind.

You is smaaart.

You is important..."

Letting go

I am not sure if this is just hormones or what, but I found myself grappling with an issue of letting go.

Intellectually, this brain knows that in order to make room for something new, you have to let go of something old. Like, when you buy a new dress; you are supposed to let go of an old piece. That way, you will always have room in your closet.

Intellectually, you understand this concept. In makes perfect sense. But emotionally, now that is a different story. This post is not about letting go of an old dress, though.

It is about something else.

It is about letting go of something you held on to for more than 8 years. You associate your identity with it. Without which, you have no idea how to define yourself.

So... How do we let go, emotionally?

Found some nice quotes and sayings from (ya, ya.. where else?.. From the land of all things positive and nurturing).. Pinterest!

(Ouch! A big thump on my forehead)

 

(There is a fine line between perseverance and clinging on to something dead)

(This I find, the hardest to accept.. That there are things, that cannot be;  even after  you have spent more than 8 years of your life trying to make it work)

(Yes, the  negative emotions do formed some form of bondage on my spirit)

 

 

 

(Ok, working on this... )

 

 

Masks and charades

I have had it up till my eyebrows having to deal with charades.

One of my pet peeves is real life charades.

If it is a game, I would dive into it.

But if anyone plays it in real life, it is not something I would be able to handle delicately.

No, siree.

Barking mad

[Caution : This is a venting post]

When I first decided to have a blog, I was not sure how 'transparent' I should be in my posts. At first I thought of just blogging about trivial matters and write only about 'nice stuffs.'

As time goes by, I find that it is quite therapeutic. Being able to express myself, as freely as I allow myself to be. And maybe this blog is a useful tool for me to vent, ya?

So here is my first barking mad post. Please read the fine prints.

(Be forwarned, this is where I am about to indulge myself by regressing into a petty emo mess)

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Snooty bunch  riles me a lot.

Those who think that they are better than others, just because..(fill in the blank)...

Intellectually I do know, people put others down so that they could feel superior about themselves. It is all about their inferiority complex.

They will make snarky remarks to whatever that appears to threaten their superior ( they think they are, but actually they are not) position.

They will make comments, or formulate their own conclusion and passed it as the ONLY TRUTH.(Because, oh, they are so wise. So much wiser than others.)

*Eyeballs rolling 360 degrees*

It is easy to tell these people off when they are just your acquaintances. But when they are more than your acquaintance, that is where it gets tricky. You will be left with two choices, either to speak your mind or to opt for passive aggresive action. (i.e. remove yourself from further interaction).

You will be left asking yourself, 'Do I tell them off and tell them to zip it?'

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 or,  ' If you have nothing nice to say, say nothing'

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More often than not, I find myself opting for the second choice a lot lately. I do not know. Maybe it is age?

When I was younger it was easier to tell people off. Maybe because you can always hide behind ' Oh, I was young, I didnt know any better."

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Now, it is not so easy. Because you know, sometimes, no good comes out of it. Nonetheless, you are still left with this pent up emotion you just need to vent.

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Grrrrr....